Dear Osmanthus fragrans:

亲爱的桂花：

 

Hello!

你好！

 

I have been in love for a long time, though I am hurt and broken, but I have never changed your heart, even though you treat me so cruelly, but I still can not change your heart, nor can I control my true feelings for you. Because in this world, you are the one I truly love, so I am willing to do everything for you. 。

相爱了那么长的一段时间，我尽管伤得支离破碎，但是爱你的心，从来就没有改变过，尽管你如此残酷的对待我；可是我依然改变不了爱你的心，也控制不住我对你的这一份真情；因为在这个世界上，你是我真正用心爱过的人，所以我愿意为你倾尽所有，不惜一切。

 

Every time I get hurt, I never think about your bad, I always think about your good, think about your gentleness; clearly you are ruthlessly trampling on my self-esteem, but I always think about you; recall these years, you are by my side, in and out; many times, I look down on myself; but because I love you, I would like to be. You hurt again and again.

每一次受伤的时候，我都从来就不会想着你的坏，我都总是想着你的好，想着你的温柔；明明你无情的在践踏着我的自尊，可是我总是想着你是不得也；回想着这些年来，你在我的身边，进进出出；有很多的时候，我都看不起我自己；可是因为爱你，所以我愿意被你一次又一次的伤害。

 

For so many years, you will betray me every year, and then follow other men together; but when you are hurt, you will come back to me; every time, I want to ignore you anymore, but when I look at you sad and sad, I can't get down to it; so forgive you again and again, forgive so willingly, and forgive so well. 。

这么多年以来，你每一年都会背叛我，然后跟着别的男人在一起；可是当你受伤的时候，你又会回到我的身边；每一次，我都想着再也不理你，可是看着你伤心难过的样子，我就是狠不下心来；所以一次又一次的原谅你，原谅得那么心甘情愿，原谅得那么理所当然。

 

When you are in love with me for a year, you see a pursuer beside you. I feel envy when I look at him. Because I compare with other people, I really feel like a witch; because people are not only handsome but also rich. When you say you want to leave me, I say nothing and send you away, because you have found happiness, though for me, It's more painful, but I'm happy for you, too.

记你跟我恋爱一年以后，你的身边出现了一个追求者；看着他，我都觉得很羡慕；因为我跟人家比起来，真的是大巫见小巫；因为人家不仅长得帅，而且还有钱；你说你要离开我的时候，我什么话也没有说，就送了你离开；因为你找到了幸福，这对于我来说，尽管痛苦一些，但是我也替你高兴。

 

When you left, I couldn't tell you how painful it was, but I thought you could stretch out your hand and open your mouth, and I thought about it. But I never thought you would be abandoned by someone else for a month or less. When I saw your pain, I forgive you, and I kept comforting you, hoping you would like to start a little bit, so we let nature take its course. Walk together; but my heart is very clear, your pursuit of a happy life heart, has not been interrupted.

当你走了以后，我的心里说不出有多痛苦，但是想着你能过衣来伸手，饭来张口的日子，我想开了；可是不曾想到，你才跟人家一个月不到的时间，就被别人抛弃了；看着你痛苦不堪的样子，我原谅了你；还不断的安慰你，希望你想开一点，于是我们又顺其自然的走在了一起；但是我的心里很清楚，你追求幸福生活的心，一直没有断过。

 

All of this is actually blaming me; because my heart is clear, your heart loves me very much; but it is because I am a poor egg, so you feel that I have no hope and no future with me. I always feel that you are not happy, I have made it; if I have the ability to make you carefree, you will not be three. My heart is in two minds.

这所有的一切，其实都怪我；因为我的心里清楚，你的心里也很爱我；可是就是因为我是一个穷光蛋，所以你才觉得跟着我没有任何的希望，没有任何的未来；我总是觉得，你不幸福，都是我造成的；如果我有一点能力，能让你过无忧无虑的日子，你就一定不会三心二意了。

 

Year after year, every year, you will have a story, you will find a person who can give you everything; but after five years, you have been hurt again and again; however, every time you get hurt, my arms are your safe haven; when you get hurt, you will come back to me and cry about your misfortune; recall that I forgive you again and again, I find that I am really great or humble; because you betrayed me so many times, I still treat you as I first saw you.

一年一年的过去，每一年里，你都会有一个故事，你都会找到一个能给你一切的人；可是五年过去了，你一次又一次的受伤；然而每一次受伤，我的怀抱就是你的避风港；当你受伤心了以后，就会回到我的身边，向我哭诉你的不幸；回想着我一次又一次的原谅你，我发现我真的好伟大，也好低贱；因为你背叛了我那么多次，我依然对你如初见之时。