Dear Furrow:

亲爱的茼茼：

 

Hello!

你好！

 

Looking back on the innocent years, I always feel how happy life is; fantasizing about the most beautiful youth, my heart has too much joy! In the years of my life, I have never forgotten you in my heart; but your hurt to me has also made me suffer for a lifetime; hate and love you, maybe in my lifetime, will pass through so painfully.

回想着曾经纯真的岁月，总觉得人生是多么的幸福；幻想着最美的青春年华，心里有着太多太多的欢乐！在人生的岁月里，我的心中，一直不曾把你忘记；可是你对我的伤害，也让我痛苦了一生；对你又恨又爱，也许一生之中，都会如此痛苦的走过。

 

In my whole life, I find that the happiest time is the dripping with you. I don't know if you will recall the past. I always think of our innocent life inadvertently. After remembering every day I spend with you, my heart can not tell what it is like; I only know that it is so sour and so unforgettable.

在我的这一生之中，我发现最快乐的时光，是与你走过的点点滴滴；我不知道你会不会回忆过去，我总是在不经意间，想着我们那纯真的年华；回想着与你度过的每一天，我的心里说不出是什么滋味；我只知道，是那么的酸楚，是那么的令人无法忘怀。

 

The road we have traveled together, the things we have experienced together, for so many years, are still clearly imprinted in my mind; once when you left me, I tried my best to control myself, do not think about the past; but today, I find that the fragments we walked hand in hand are the most colorful season of life.

我们一起走过的路，一起经历过的事，这么多年了，依然清晰的印在我的脑海之中；曾经在你离开我的时候，我尽力的控制自己，不要想着过去；可是到了今天，我尽然发现，我们牵手走过的片段，尽然是生命之中最多彩的季节。

 

On the way to love you, although there is pain, but there is too much laughter; although you are ruthless to me, but I have never been unintended to you; I know, love a person should be dedicated; so can not accompany life, it is also a kind of happiness; because fate, between us, can only walk for a period of time, but not for a lifetime; so I never have; Blame you, and never blame you.

在爱你的路上，尽管有痛，但是也有着太多的欢笑；尽管你对我无情，但是我从来就没有对你无意过；我知道，爱一个人就应该要尽情的付出；所以不能相伴一生，这也是一种幸福；因为缘份，注定了我们之间，只能走一段路，而不能走一辈子；所以我从来就不曾怪过你，也不曾怨过你。

 

Looking back on the time you left me, I knelt down in front of you and begged you not to leave me; but you did not go back, and I wanted to die; recalling every word you said, I was relieved; because you said, I can't give you everything you want, don't tie you around; you said that you found a happy life, so I should bless you right; With pain, I really hope you can be happy.

回想着你离开我的时候，我跪在你的面前，祈求你不要离开我；可是你头也不回的离去，我想死的心都有；回想着你说的每一句话，我还是释然了；因为你说，我给不了你想要的一切，就不要把你拴在身边；你说你找到了幸福的生活，所以我应该要祝福你才对；我忍着痛，真的希望你能幸福。

 

Over the years, we have never met, and in my heart, I have always felt that you must have a very good life, a very comfortable life, because you once told me that you have found a happy life; but after so many years, when you get together, you have lived so miserably, I really feel sad.

这些年来，我们从未谋面，在我的心中，一直觉得你一定过得特别的好，过得相当的惬意，因为你曾经对我说，你找到了幸福的生活；可是那么多年过去了，在相聚的时候，你尽然过得如此凄惨，我真的感觉到心酸。

 

Listening to what you have experienced over the years, I feel that the fate of life is really doomed; originally you found a rich man, never thought that a man had a car accident, but finally you suffered a painful and difficult life; but when you remarried, the value has been depreciated; now with a person who has three meals and food and clothing problems, think about your life, I Experienced a deep pain.

听着你这些年来，所经历的事情，我感觉到人生的命运，真的是注定的；原本你找到了一个有钱的男人，不曾想到男人出了车祸，最后你却承受着痛苦，艰难的度日；可是再嫁之时，已经贬了值；现在尽然跟着一个三餐温饱都成问题的人在一起，想着你的人生，我体会到了一种深深的酸痛。

 

I really want to blame you, but also want to scold you; because you did not say to me, you found happiness? Do you want me to bless you? But when I did not think of seeing you again, you saw me with such a face that you could not bear to gamble. I really felt a pain and felt a silent pain. At this time, I really want to tell you, you are sorry, because you are not as good as me.