Dear husband hello!

亲爱的老公你好！

 

Over the years, in our side, there have been too many things, think really sad; Today I am writing to you, maybe our love, our marriage, really want to draw a full stop; Though you do all things perfectly, But I think this kind of life, is not what I want.

这些年来，在我们的身边，发生了太多太多的事情，想着真的很伤心；今天给你写信，可能我们的爱情，我们的婚姻，真的要画上一个句号了；尽管你所有的事情，都做得相当的完美；可是我觉得这样的生活，不是我想要的。

 

In fact, I am not a vain person, but in this society alive, I really see too much, so there is no way, can only follow the trend of The Times, choose a most want a life; Of course, you can scold me, but there is no way, the reality is in front of us.

我其实并不是一个爱慕虚荣的人，可是在这个社会中活着，我是真的看得太多太多了，所以没有办法，只能顺应时代的潮流，选择一个自己最想要的一个生活了；当然，你可以骂我，但是没有办法，现实就摆在了面前。

 

We love each other for ten years, have gone through seven years of itch, but we have no fate to go a lifetime; This decade, I really want to thank you, you let me understand what is love, what is the family; Of course, I also from a sensible little girl, into a mature woman; In these years, we walk all the way, supporting each other; You to my every bit, I will always remember in the bottom of my heart; Although we have no chance to go for a lifetime, but I know in my heart, you are the man I love most in my life.

我们相爱十年，走过了七年之痒，但是我们没有缘分走一辈子；这十年里，我真的要感谢你，你让我明白了什么叫爱，什么叫亲情；当然我也从一个不懂事的小姑娘，变成了一个成熟的女人；这些年里，我们一路走着，互相搀扶着；你对我的一点一滴，我都会永远铭记于心底；尽管我们无缘走一辈子，但是我心里清楚，你是我一生最爱的男人。

 

Ten years of years, we have struggled, but were overwhelmed by the brutal reality; All along the way, we bear too much sadness; But I still with you never abandon, because I believe that god will give us a chance, we will succeed; But ten years later, all our hopes have been dashed; At this time, I finally found that this is not the life I want.

十年的岁月里，我们打拼过，可是都被残酷的现实所击垮；所有这一路上，我们承受着太多的悲伤；可是我依然与你不离不弃，因为我相信老天一定会给我们机会的，我们也会成功的；可是十年过了，我们所有的希望都破灭了；这个时候，我终于发现，这不是我想要的生活。

 

Ten years, you are really paid a lot, day and night busy; Never afraid of hardship, afraid of tired, looking at your head quietly grow out of the white hair, I sometimes feel special love dearly; But what's the use? No matter how hard we try, we can't change the reality. Looking at everyone, every family and friends, have a car has a house, and we still have nothing, but also carrying so much debt; As I thought about it, I felt there was no future, no hope.

十年中，你的确是付出了不少，白天黑夜的忙碌着；从来不怕苦，不怕累，看着你头上悄悄长出的白发，我有时候都觉得特别的心疼；可是这有什么用呢？我们再怎么努力，都改变不了现实；看着每一个人，每一个亲人和朋友，都有了车有了房，而我们依然一无所有，还背着那么多债；我想着想着，就觉得没有了一点未来，没有了一点的希望。

 

I go, I am really tired, I think a girl's youth is limited, can not have been so wasted; For after many years we shall soon be old; So, at this time, I really should enjoy; Maybe my decision today will do you some harm, but I want to say, the long pain is better than the short pain; Such days, I will leave sooner or later; Now we are young, separate early, you can get happiness early, or find a new, if the old, it is difficult to find.

我走了，我是真的累了，我觉得一个女孩子的青春是有限的，不可能一直这样浪费掉；因为多年以后，我们很快就会老了；所以，在这个时候，我真的应该享享福了；也许我今天的决定，会给你造成一些伤害，但是我想说，长痛不如短痛；这样的日子，我早晚也会离开；现在我们还年轻，早点分开了，你才能早点得到幸福，或者重新找一个，要是年纪大了，就不好找了。

 

Sorry husband, I am a how selfish person; Home for me to find a local, and the conditions are better, back after I do not have to do anything, every day to play mahjong, go everywhere happy; I think this is the life I want, you should understand now! Sorry, ten thousand sorry, my decision, can only beg you to understand.

对不起老公，我是一个怎么自私的人；家里给我找了一个本地的，而且条件比较好，回去以后我什么都不用干了，每天就打麻将，到处去开心；我想这才是我要的生活，你现在应该明白了吧！对不起，一万个对不起，我的决定，也只能恳求你谅解了。

 

Your old wife was here

你曾经的老婆小会

 

March 5, 2019

2019年3月5日